Sunday, calm. Behind me, the sound of a coffee machine preparing my coffee.
In front of me, a phone with the image of the one who is most precious to me. She is trying to order something to eat and, while doing so, she gently swings her legs.
Such an ordinary moment… so ordinary that a few months ago I didn’t even dare to hope it would come.
I look at her and I don’t even need to breathe. That feeling, when I see her, fills me with everything I need for my life. To hold her… that is the dream… I have never held her, and yet that feeling is here… there is such a strong bond. Mutual.
This time we live in, which I have so often diminished in my thoughts with words like “let’s put our phones away and look at what we have in front of us,” gave me a lesson. It was precisely through that phone that it gave me happiness I had already stopped dreaming about.
I think that sometimes thinking is a mistake. Sometimes I would like to live life just like that, without thoughts, guided by what I feel, and to enjoy this beauty of being alive.