Aj ja, ako v\u00e4\u010d\u0161ina z n\u00e1s, som sa \u010dasto zam\u00fd\u0161\u013eal nad \u017eivotom. Nad jeho v\u00fdznamom a smerovan\u00edm. Pudy, ktor\u00e9 som c\u00edtil od mali\u010dka, ma \u0165ahali k ceste \u2013 n\u00e1js\u0165 si \u017eivotn\u00fa partnerku, zalo\u017ei\u0165 rodinu. Roky be\u017eali a sen sa nestal skuto\u010dnos\u0165ou. Pre\u010do?<\/p>\n
Na sen nie ste nikdy sami. Je tam partner, je tam pr\u00edroda, je tam spolo\u010dnos\u0165. Tak aj v mojom pr\u00edpade sa na poh\u013ead jednoduch\u00fd sen stal nesplnite\u013en\u00fdm. Ako tak rieka \u010dasu tiekla, sen zosivel, nemal u\u017e tak\u00fa intenzitu. O\u010di videli viac a rozum hovoril: \u201eJe to takto spr\u00e1vne. Nem\u00e1\u0161 starosti. \u017dije\u0161 \u017eivot len pre seba \u2013 tak, ako by to mnoh\u00ed chceli.\u201c<\/p>\n
K tomu realita, ktor\u00fa vid\u00edm okolo seba \u2013 v \u017eivote priate\u013eov, v \u017eivote rodi\u010dov. Predstava je kr\u00e1sna: prejde tehotenstvo a budeme sa te\u0161i\u0165. \u00c1no, ale ko\u013eko \u00fasilia to stoj\u00ed\u2026 Nakoniec som si povedal, \u017ee je to takto dobre.<\/p>\n
Die\u0165a u\u017e mohlo st\u00e1\u0165 na vlastn\u00fdch noh\u00e1ch, za\u010d\u00edna\u0165 svoj \u017eivot. Ale nie je tu. A ja c\u00edtim, \u017ee je to v poriadku. Nebola splnen\u00e1 t\u00e1 z\u00e1kladn\u00e1 podmienka \u2013 ona.<\/p>\n
Ako ten \u010das dok\u00e1\u017ee v\u0161etko otupi\u0165, znecitlivie\u0165 n\u00e1nosom siv\u00e9ho piesku. Pr\u00edde letn\u00fd v\u00e1nok a jeho l\u00e1skav\u00fdm vetr\u00edkom v\u0161etko zohreje a piesok odveje. Ani po tom \u010dase to neoslablo \u2013 je to ukryt\u00e9 vo mne. A ja po p\u00e1r chv\u00ed\u013each c\u00edtim, \u017ee sta\u010d\u00ed spozna\u0165 niekoho, kto to znovu zobud\u00ed. Sta\u010d\u00ed\u2026 sta\u010dilo.<\/p>\n
Zlat\u00ed\u010dko, ktor\u00e9 pri\u0161lo do m\u00f4jho \u017eivota, urobilo \u010diaru za v\u0161etk\u00fdm a otvorilo nov\u00fa etapu. \u0160\u0165astn\u00fa etapu. A ja c\u00edtim t\u00fa\u017ebu \u2013 nie t\u00fa\u017ebu po die\u0165ati, ale t\u00fa\u017ebu ma\u0165 mal\u00fa verziu jej<\/i> ved\u013ea seba. Mal\u00fa verziu tej, ktor\u00e1 je tak dokonal\u00e1 vo v\u0161etkom, \u010do m\u00f4\u017ee by\u0165 tak kr\u00e1sne prirodzen\u00e9.<\/p>\n
Je to kr\u00e1sny \u010das. Mne sp\u00f4sobuje ve\u013ek\u00fa rados\u0165 a vid\u00edm, \u017ee aj \u013eudia z m\u00f4jho okolia to vidia a c\u00edtia. T\u00ed prav\u00ed v mojom \u017eivote sa te\u0161ia so mnou. A tak aj moji rodi\u010dia sa te\u0161ia \u2013 lebo vidia, \u017ee som spokojn\u00fd, \u017ee som \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. T\u00e1 etapa za\u010dala, ke\u010f som sa narodil, a teraz dozrela do vyt\u00fa\u017eenej odmeny.<\/p>\n
Tou odmenou si ale pri pl\u00e1novan\u00ed rodiny nepredstavujeme, \u017ee ostaneme sami. Doba n\u00e1s n\u00fati cestova\u0165 \u2013 za pr\u00e1cou, za \u017eivotom, za l\u00e1skou. D\u00e1va n\u00e1m mo\u017enos\u0165 vidie\u0165 sa aspo\u0148 cez obrazovky. \u010co n\u00e1m doba ned\u00e1, \u010do nedomyslela, je, \u017ee m\u00e1me len jeden \u010das.<\/p>\n
\u010cas, ktor\u00fd chcem teraz venova\u0165 jej<\/i>. \u010cas, ktor\u00fd je teraz odopieran\u00fd t\u00fdm, ktor\u00ed ma na tento svet priviedli. Odmena, \u010di boles\u0165? Povedzte mi vy. Ako sa niekto m\u00f4\u017ee te\u0161i\u0165 z va\u0161ej radosti, ke\u010f v\u00e1s str\u00e1ca?<\/p>\n
Do o\u010d\u00ed sa mi tisn\u00fa slzy. C\u00edtim ten pocit a viem, \u017ee nie posledn\u00fdkr\u00e1t. Pr\u00edde znova, pr\u00edde intenz\u00edvnej\u0161ie \u2013 ke\u010f to bude moja dc\u00e9ra, ke\u010f to bude m\u00f4j syn. Mysl\u00edm si, ver\u00edm, \u017ee l\u00e1ska, ak\u00e1 je t\u00e1 rodi\u010dovsk\u00e1, nem\u00e1 \u017eiadnu konkurenciu v citoch. Mysl\u00edm si, ver\u00edm, \u017ee toto je to jedin\u00e9, \u010do n\u00e1s nau\u010d\u00ed plnohodnotne chcie\u0165 dobr\u00e9 pre niekoho in\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n
Po v\u0161etk\u00fdch \u00favah\u00e1ch, po v\u0161etk\u00fdch my\u0161lienkach vyhr\u00e1vaj\u00fa city a sny. Tak\u00e9, ak\u00e9 boli na za\u010diatku. Tak, ako sme evolu\u010dne naprogramovan\u00ed, tak pokra\u010dujeme. Nakoniec \u2013 ako by sme chceli jedn\u00fdm pl\u00e1\u0161\u0165om ovplyvni\u0165 tak\u00fa masu inform\u00e1ci\u00ed, akou je na\u0161e podvedomie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Aj ja, ako v\u00e4\u010d\u0161ina z n\u00e1s, som sa \u010dasto zam\u00fd\u0161\u013eal nad \u017eivotom. Nad jeho v\u00fdznamom a smerovan\u00edm. Pudy, ktor\u00e9 som c\u00edtil od mali\u010dka, ma \u0165ahali k ceste \u2013 n\u00e1js\u0165 si \u017eivotn\u00fa partnerku, zalo\u017ei\u0165 rodinu. Roky be\u017eali a sen sa nestal skuto\u010dnos\u0165ou. Pre\u010do? Na sen nie ste nikdy sami. Je tam partner, je tam pr\u00edroda, je […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":446,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[340,341,342,343],"class_list":["post-445","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-lettinggo","tag-parentallove","tag-quietacceptance","tag-timeandlife"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/445","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=445"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/445\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":449,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/445\/revisions\/449"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/446"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=445"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=445"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=445"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}