{"id":293,"date":"2025-08-20T09:33:18","date_gmt":"2025-08-20T08:33:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/back-where-i-belong\/"},"modified":"2025-08-27T09:37:51","modified_gmt":"2025-08-27T08:37:51","slug":"back-where-i-belong","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/back-where-i-belong\/","title":{"rendered":"Kroky sp\u00e4\u0165 k sebe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\">Sed\u00edm pri stole v Pizzerii v Konstanz. De\u0148 vo\u013ena, n\u00e1kupy, oddych. \u010cak\u00e1m na svoje jedlo, je tu pr\u00edjemne, svieti slnko a hr\u00e1 hudba, ktor\u00e1 podnecuje pocit kr\u00e1sy oby\u010dajn\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Pre\u010do t\u00fato kr\u00e1su \u010dasto nevn\u00edmam?<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">Aj ja pracujem v gastron\u00f3mii, nie je to kr\u00e1tko. Pam\u00e4t\u00e1m sa, ak\u00fa rados\u0165 zo \u017eivota som mal, ke\u010f som prv\u00fd kr\u00e1t ody\u0161iel pracova\u0165 do zahrani\u010dia. Mizern\u00fd plat, nesmierne ve\u013ea hod\u00edm odpracovan\u00fdch naozaj \u0165a\u017eko. Ja som sa c\u00edtil neskuto\u010dne slobodne. Rann\u00e1 cesta do pr\u00e1ce po brehu mora, ten pocit, \u017ee si cez prest\u00e1vku m\u00f4\u017eem k\u00fapi\u0165 rifle bez toho, aby som o ne musel \u017eiada\u0165. Bolo to \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9, ke\u010f spom\u00ednam, c\u00edtim to znovu.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">U\u017e som \u010falej. Pre\u0161lo ve\u013ea my\u0161lienok a zmenilo sa ve\u013ea. Realita ale uk\u00e1\u017ee \u017ee je kr\u00e1sny de\u0148, \u017eijem v e\u0161te vyspelej\u0161ej krajite, technick\u00e9 mo\u017enosti s\u00fa \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9 a aj ja u\u017e m\u00e1m nie\u010do vybudovan\u00e9. Napriek tomu som \u010dasto uzavret\u00fd vo svojej hlave, my\u0161lienkach a zo sveta \u010dasto vn\u00edmam len podnety, ktor\u00e9 vzbudzuj\u00fa negat\u00edvne pocity. Pre\u010do? \u010co sa zmenilo?<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">Kde sa vzala t\u00e1 t\u00fa\u017eba po ve\u013ekom bohatstve, kr\u00e1snej \u017eene, v\u00fdnimo\u010dnom \u017eivote\u2026 pre\u010do, ke\u010f ten jednoduch\u00fd je tak kr\u00e1sny. Mo\u017eno mobil, ten, ktor\u00fd som si k\u00fapil pr\u00e1ve z prvej v\u00fdplaty a soci\u00e1lne siete, ktor\u00e9 \u010dasom pribudli\u2026 neviem, ale nie som r\u00e1d, \u017ee to tak je.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">M\u00e1m teraz nov\u00e9ho kolegu, chlapca, mlad\u00e9ho, ako som bol ja vtedy. Nesmierne \u017eiv\u00e9ho. Ke\u010f ho pozorujem, vid\u00edm, \u010do som stratil. Ke\u010f ho pozorujem, vid\u00edm, kam sa mus\u00edm vr\u00e1ti\u0165.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sed\u00edm pri stole v Pizzerii v Konstanz. De\u0148 vo\u013ena, n\u00e1kupy, oddych. \u010cak\u00e1m na svoje jedlo, je tu pr\u00edjemne, svieti slnko a hr\u00e1 hudba, ktor\u00e1 podnecuje pocit kr\u00e1sy oby\u010dajn\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Pre\u010do t\u00fato kr\u00e1su \u010dasto nevn\u00edmam? Aj ja pracujem v gastron\u00f3mii, nie je to kr\u00e1tko. Pam\u00e4t\u00e1m sa, ak\u00fa rados\u0165 zo \u017eivota som mal, ke\u010f som prv\u00fd kr\u00e1t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":291,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[187,188,189,190],"class_list":["post-293","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-innerjourney-sk","tag-lostandfound-sk","tag-returntomyself-sk","tag-simplelife-sk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/293","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=293"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":294,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/293\/revisions\/294"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/291"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}