Pr\u00e1ve som otvoril o\u010di. Na mobile spr\u00e1va, ktor\u00e1 pokra\u010duje vo v\u010deraj\u0161ej konverz\u00e1cii \u2013 a v nej veta, ktor\u00e1 ma don\u00fatila rozm\u00fd\u0161\u013ea\u0165. Naozaj na m\u0148a nikto nemysl\u00ed? Som im \u013eahostajn\u00fd? Nie. Len vy\u017eadujem pozornos\u0165 tam, kde si ju vyberiem. Chcem, aby sa mi venovala t\u00e1 konkr\u00e9tna \u2013 nie in\u00e1.<\/p>\n
A \u010do sa vlastne deje? \u010clovek, od ktor\u00e9ho som odi\u0161iel, a on ne\u00fanavne a\u017e do konca lial svoje sk\u00fasenosti do mojej hlavy, po ozn\u00e1men\u00ed mojej zrady e\u0161te intenz\u00edvnej\u0161ie. E\u0161te chlapec, ktor\u00e9ho l\u00e1ska je na oper\u00e1cii, a probl\u00e9my jeho rodiny sa mu daj\u00fa \u010d\u00edta\u0165 v o\u010diach po telefon\u00e1te s nimi, tu stoj\u00ed pevne ako socha a cez vlastn\u00fa boles\u0165 sa \u00faprimne zauj\u00edma, \u010di tu nie som \u00faplne s\u00e1m. \u017dena zabl\u00faden\u00e1 v uli\u010dke vlastn\u00fdch my\u0161lienok, zraden\u00e1 \u017eivotom, vo mne h\u013ead\u00e1 n\u00e1dej.<\/p>\n
A ja okolo nich prech\u00e1dzam, zahladen\u00fd do pr\u00e1zdna vo mne samom, s nastaven\u00fdm autopilotom. Nie je to to ist\u00e9? Nie je aj t\u00e1 \u017eena, od ktorej ja \u017eiadam pozornos\u0165, v h\u013abke takto uzavret\u00e1? Vie v\u00f4bec, \u010do mi ubli\u017euje, alebo ide po prednastavenej ceste, riaden\u00e1 satelitom?<\/p>\n
\u010co je spr\u00e1vne? Akceptova\u0165 a nevy\u017eadova\u0165 od nej reakciu? Vyhovie\u0165 \u013eu\u010fom okolo seba?<\/p>\n
Trochu mi to pripom\u00edna film Yes Man<\/i> \u2013 a ten mal \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd koniec. Mo\u017eno sta\u010d\u00ed pochopi\u0165, \u017ee od nej \u017eiadam len \u00faprimnos\u0165. To, \u017ee mi povie: \u201eNie, nepo\u010d\u00edtaj s t\u00fdm.\u201c Toto by uzavrelo cel\u00fa t\u00fa neistotu a n\u00e1dej, ktor\u00e1 ma nakoniec sklame.<\/p>\n
\u00daprimnos\u0165 je d\u00f4le\u017eit\u00e1. Ja to viem \u2013 s\u00e1m ju ned\u00e1vam v\u0161etk\u00fdm. Ale teraz ch\u00e1pem, \u017ee to mus\u00edm zmeni\u0165.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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