Je to asi rok, \u010do som na Instagrame natrafil na tieto vety:<\/p>\n
\u201eNem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 porazi\u0165 mu\u017ea, ktor\u00e9mu je jedno, \u010di za\u017eije boles\u0165, zlyhanie, odmietnutie, stratu, ne\u00factu alebo zlomen\u00e9 srdce. On je tu, aby vyhral.\u201c<\/p>\n
Zap\u00e1\u010dili sa mi.<\/p>\n
Dal som si ich vyri\u0165 ako svoje motto.<\/p>\n
Motto \u2013 \u00e1no, aj napriek tomu, \u017ee som sa s t\u00fdm na sto percent nestoto\u017enil.<\/p>\n
Zlomen\u00e9 srdce tu bolo ve\u013eakr\u00e1t. Ale st\u00e1le som sa toho ob\u00e1val.<\/p>\n
Neviem, \u010di to zaradi\u0165 pr\u00e1ve k tejto \u010dasti, alebo k odmietnutiu.<\/p>\n
V ka\u017edom pr\u00edpade, to, \u010do ch\u00fdbalo do stopercentn\u00e9ho \u00faspechu, bol pretrv\u00e1vaj\u00faci sen o \u017eene<\/span>, ktor\u00e1 ma bude milova\u0165 \u2013 a s t\u00fdm spojen\u00fd strach z komunik\u00e1cie s ka\u017edou, v ktorej som videl potenci\u00e1l.<\/p>\n A tak aj dnes.<\/p>\n Rozhodnut\u00fd som \u0161iel do pr\u00e1ce.<\/p>\n A za dev\u00e4\u0165 hod\u00edn, ktor\u00e9 sme tam str\u00e1vili spolu, som zo seba nedostal pozvanie na k\u00e1vu.<\/p>\n Pre\u010do? Neviem.<\/p>\n Ale pre\u010do je to tak\u00e9 d\u00f4le\u017eit\u00e9?<\/p>\n Ja u\u017e odch\u00e1dzam. Viac ju asi neuvid\u00edm.<\/p>\n Mal by som sa te\u0161i\u0165 na nov\u00e9 miesto, na nov\u00e9 z\u00e1\u017eitky.<\/p>\n A ja sa boj\u00edm, \u017ee to, \u010do som dnes nezvl\u00e1dol, bolo preme\u0161kanie nie\u010doho, na \u010do som \u010dakal cel\u00fd \u017eivot.<\/p>\n Je to pre\u010d.<\/p>\n Nie je sa viac \u010doho ob\u00e1va\u0165.<\/p>\n Zas to nepreme\u0161k\u00e1\u0161.<\/p>\n U\u017e sa nemus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00e1\u0165 odmietnutia.<\/p>\n U\u017e sa nemus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00e1\u0165 straty.<\/p>\n \u0160iesta truhlica?<\/p>\n \u00c1no, dnes to d\u00e1vam na \u0161t\u00fdl Harryho Pottera.<\/p>\n Dnes k\u00fazlim slzami, ktor\u00fdmi sa sna\u017e\u00edm vyplavi\u0165 my\u0161lienky \u2013 a hlavne n\u00e1dej a t\u00fa\u017ebu.<\/p>\n Dnes som odmietol ak\u00fdko\u013evek druh sebaopojenia.<\/p>\n Len z jedin\u00e9ho d\u00f4vodu: nechcem si to z\u013eah\u010di\u0165.<\/p>\n Chcem naplno trpie\u0165, aby moja hlava uzavrela aj toto.<\/p>\n U\u017e nikdy to nechcem c\u00edti\u0165.<\/p>\n Chcem u\u017e dokonale zapada\u0165 do podstaty toho, \u010do som si zvolil \u2013<\/p>\n by\u0165 t\u00fdm, \u010do neprehr\u00e1va. Preto\u017ee prehra\u0165 nem\u00f4\u017ee.<\/p>\n Preto\u017ee vie, \u017ee u\u017e v t\u00fa v\u00fdhru never\u00ed.<\/p>\n Preto\u017ee u\u017e na tom nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Je to asi rok, \u010do som na Instagrame natrafil na tieto vety: \u201eNem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 porazi\u0165 mu\u017ea, ktor\u00e9mu je jedno, \u010di za\u017eije boles\u0165, zlyhanie, odmietnutie, stratu, ne\u00factu alebo zlomen\u00e9 srdce. On je tu, aby vyhral.\u201c Zap\u00e1\u010dili sa mi. Dal som si ich vyri\u0165 ako svoje motto. Motto \u2013 \u00e1no, aj napriek tomu, \u017ee som sa s t\u00fdm […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":233,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[135,136,137,138],"class_list":["post-235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-irrevocablemoments-sk","tag-lettinggowithlove-sk","tag-silentfarewell-sk","tag-unspokenpain-sk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=235"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/235\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":236,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/235\/revisions\/236"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/233"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}