Je neskoro ve\u010der a \u0161ero ma obklopuje ako jemn\u00e1 prikr\u00fdvka samoty. V ruke dr\u017e\u00edm poh\u00e1r such\u00e9ho v\u00edna \u2013 trpk\u00fd ako m\u00f4j \u017eivot \u2013 a v u\u0161iach znie smutn\u00e1 hudba, ktor\u00e1 ma, ako zvy\u010dajne, priv\u00e1dza k my\u0161lienkam na l\u00e1sku. Pre\u010do neprich\u00e1dza? Pre\u010do ka\u017ed\u00fd pokus kon\u010d\u00ed pr\u00e1ve tu, pri tomto poh\u00e1ri, v tejto tme? Kedysi to bolo v\u0161etko tak jednoduch\u00e9.<\/p>\n
V mysli mi v\u00edria ot\u00e1zky. Ako dlho trv\u00e1, k\u00fdm sa \u010dlovek naozaj zamiluje? A ako dlho, k\u00fdm si to uvedom\u00ed? Ke\u010f som bol mlad\u0161\u00ed, l\u00e1ska prich\u00e1dzala nen\u00e1padne \u2013 \u010dasto po rokoch priate\u013estva. Tie vz\u0165ahy, ktor\u00e9 r\u00e1stli pomaly, boli moje najdlh\u0161ie a najkraj\u0161ie. No boli aj tak\u00e9, \u010do za\u010dali r\u00fdchlo\u2026 a rovnako r\u00fdchlo aj skon\u010dili.<\/p>\n
Mo\u017eno je chyba o\u010dak\u00e1va\u0165. Mo\u017eno treba len necha\u0165 veci plyn\u00fa\u0165 \u2013 bez n\u00e1rokov, bez predst\u00e1v. A \u010do je to samota? Len stav mysle?<\/p>\n
A \u010do l\u00e1ska samotn\u00e1? \u010co to je? Je to len o romantike?<\/p>\n
Kto vo va\u0161om \u017eivote v\u00e1m zavol\u00e1 o tretej r\u00e1no, lebo in\u00fd spolo\u010dn\u00fd \u010das si n\u00e1js\u0165 nem\u00f4\u017eete? Kto mysl\u00ed na to, kedy m\u00e1te vo\u013eno, len aby s vami aspo\u0148 na chv\u00ed\u013eu mohol hovori\u0165? Ja tak\u00e9 slnie\u010dko vo svojom \u017eivote m\u00e1m. A som za\u0148 v\u010fa\u010dn\u00fd. Jej svetlo rozjas\u0148uje moje dni a ja u\u017e teraz viem, \u017ee jej hodnota v mojich o\u010diach je neprekonate\u013en\u00e1.<\/p>\n
A tak mysl\u00edm \u010falej. Na \u010fal\u0161\u00edch \u013eud\u00ed, ktor\u00ed s\u00fa v mojom \u017eivote \u2013 bez ktor\u00fdch si ho ani neviem predstavi\u0165. \u013dud\u00ed, pri ktor\u00fdch by som ani nerozm\u00fd\u0161\u013eal a v momente by som be\u017eal, keby ma potrebovali.<\/p>\n
Tak pre\u010do sa st\u00e1le \u017eeniem za l\u00e1skou? Za partnerkou? Ch\u00fdba mi to ve\u010dern\u00e9 objatie nato\u013eko, \u017ee tomu obetujem to\u013eko \u010dasu?<\/p>\n
Mo\u017eno je \u010das necha\u0165 veci plyn\u00fa\u0165. Roz\u017eiari\u0165 niekomu de\u0148. A po\u010dka\u0165, k\u00fdm z toho ticha vykl\u00ed\u010di nie\u010do\u2026 neuverite\u013ene kr\u00e1sne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Je neskoro ve\u010der a \u0161ero ma obklopuje ako jemn\u00e1 prikr\u00fdvka samoty. V ruke dr\u017e\u00edm poh\u00e1r such\u00e9ho v\u00edna \u2013 trpk\u00fd ako m\u00f4j \u017eivot \u2013 a v u\u0161iach znie smutn\u00e1 hudba, ktor\u00e1 ma, ako zvy\u010dajne, priv\u00e1dza k my\u0161lienkam na l\u00e1sku. Pre\u010do neprich\u00e1dza? Pre\u010do ka\u017ed\u00fd pokus kon\u010d\u00ed pr\u00e1ve tu, pri tomto poh\u00e1ri, v tejto tme? Kedysi to bolo […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":131,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[90,113,81,114,87],"class_list":["post-199","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-laska","tag-melancholicbeauty-sk","tag-nadej-v-tme","tag-silent-sk","tag-svetlo"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=199"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":201,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions\/201"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}