Sed\u00edm v novom byte, pijem rann\u00fa k\u00e1vu. Svet \u2014 teda \u017eivot \u2014 sa zas o nie\u010do posunul.<\/p>\n
V hlave mi doznieva sc\u00e9na z telenovely, ktor\u00fa som v\u010dera sledoval. \u010co ak by rann\u00e9 l\u00fa\u010de pretk\u00e1vali tiene palmov\u00fdch listov na mojej haciende? Dostal by som ra\u0148ajky od slu\u017eobn\u00edctva, mal okolo seba \u013eud\u00ed, majetok, a mojou dennou n\u00e1pl\u0148ou by bolo riadi\u0165 chod vlastn\u00e9ho biznisu. Kr\u00e1sna predstava.<\/p>\n
A predsa \u2014 sed\u00edm v peknom byte, pijem k\u00e1vu z k\u00e1vovaru, ktor\u00fd ju rob\u00ed len pre m\u0148a. Chyst\u00e1m sa do pr\u00e1ce, do kr\u00e1sneho podniku s dlhou hist\u00f3riou. Je tu ticho, vonia to tu. A ja sa c\u00edtim ako pred desiatimi rokmi na dovolenke v Turecku.<\/p>\n
Zam\u00fd\u0161\u013eam sa nad predstavami, cie\u013emi\u2026 a nad spokojnos\u0165ou. Pre\u010do st\u00e1le chceme viac?<\/p>\n
\u010co ak by som u\u017e bol star\u00fd \u2014 sedemdesiatro\u010dn\u00fd, s mili\u00f3nmi a \u00faspe\u0161n\u00fdm biznisom? A \u010do ak by som vtedy dostal mo\u017enos\u0165 vr\u00e1ti\u0165 sa do tohto d\u0148a? Urobil by som to? \u010co by som si povedal? Pre\u017eil by som \u017eivot znovu s vedom\u00edm, \u017ee som sa k tomu dostal aj cez lenivos\u0165 \u2014 alebo by som naopak zabral viac, a dosiahol viac?<\/p>\n
Sna\u017e sa viac v pr\u00e1ci? Venuj sa systematicky biznisu? Za\u010dni kone\u010dne tvori\u0165 hudbu? Bu\u010f svedomitej\u0161\u00ed?<\/p>\n
Alebo by to znelo celkom inak:<\/p>\n
U\u017e\u00edvaj si, k\u00fdm m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161. Peniaze za to nest\u00e1li. H\u013eadaj. Obzeraj sa. Zn\u00ed\u017e po\u017eiadavky na partnerku. V\u0161\u00edmaj si in\u00e9 hodnoty. Lebo \u017eivot osamote je dlh\u00fd a pr\u00e1zdny.<\/p>\n
Keby sme tak vedeli, \u010do by sme si poradili. Keby sme tak vedeli, \u010di koniec nebude niekde celkom inde \u2014 kde n\u00e1s prikryje len obloha a obklop\u00ed ticho, ktor\u00e9 u\u017e nebude na\u0161e. A \u010di zajtraj\u0161ok v\u00f4bec pr\u00edde.<\/p>\n
V ka\u017edom pr\u00edpade mi t\u00e1to \u00favaha pripomenula, \u017ee \u010das nem\u00e1m m\u00ed\u0148a\u0165. M\u00e1m ho v k\u013eude, ale systematicky venova\u0165 tomu, k\u00fdm sa chcem sta\u0165.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sed\u00edm v novom byte, pijem rann\u00fa k\u00e1vu. Svet \u2014 teda \u017eivot \u2014 sa zas o nie\u010do posunul. V hlave mi doznieva sc\u00e9na z telenovely, ktor\u00fa som v\u010dera sledoval. \u010co ak by rann\u00e9 l\u00fa\u010de pretk\u00e1vali tiene palmov\u00fdch listov na mojej haciende? Dostal by som ra\u0148ajky od slu\u017eobn\u00edctva, mal okolo seba \u013eud\u00ed, majetok, a mojou dennou n\u00e1pl\u0148ou […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":158,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[105,106,107,108],"class_list":["post-159","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-futureself-sk","tag-quietstrength-sk","tag-reflection-sk","tag-whatreallymatters-sk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=159"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":190,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159\/revisions\/190"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}