Kr\u00e1sa je nie\u010do, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017ei ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s. Je to ide\u00e1l, ktor\u00fd spolo\u010dnos\u0165 \u010dasto stavia na piedest\u00e1l, a mnoh\u00ed veria, \u017ee by\u0165 kr\u00e1sny znamen\u00e1 ma\u0165 \u017eivot pln\u00fd v\u00fdhod. Kr\u00e1sne \u017eeny, obzvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165, s\u00fa \u010dasto vn\u00edman\u00e9 ako tie, ktor\u00e9 maj\u00fa „\u0161\u0165astie“ \u2013 maj\u00fa pozornos\u0165, obdiv a \u013eahk\u00fd pr\u00edstup k veciam, o ktor\u00fdch in\u00ed len sn\u00edvaj\u00fa. Ale je to skuto\u010dne \u0161\u0165astie? Alebo je to iba il\u00fazia, ktor\u00e1 zakr\u00fdva temn\u00fa str\u00e1nku?<\/p>\n
Zamiloval som sa do kr\u00e1snej \u017eeny. Vz\u0165ah, ktor\u00fd sme mali, bol pre \u0148u asi priate\u013estvom a ni\u010d\u00edm viac. Robil som pre \u0148u veci, aby som ju pote\u0161il, \u010dasto bez toho, aby ma o to prosila. V tej chv\u00edli som ju chcel len pote\u0161i\u0165, ale nakoniec som si uvedomil, \u017ee n\u00e1klonnos\u0165, ktor\u00fa prejavovala, prejavovala asi len kv\u00f4li tomu. T\u00e1to skuto\u010dnos\u0165 ma hlboko sklamala a n\u00e1\u0161 vz\u0165ah sa zmenil na chladn\u00fd a nepr\u00edjemn\u00fd. Komunik\u00e1cia medzi nami takmer neexistuje a poh\u013eady, ktor\u00e9 si vymie\u0148ame, s\u00fa pln\u00e9 negat\u00edvnych em\u00f3ci\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Prirodzene, ke\u010f sa niekto zamiluje a n\u00e1sledne sa sklame, pr\u00edde hnev. Ale hnev neznamen\u00e1, \u017ee prestane prem\u00fd\u0161\u013ea\u0165. V mojich \u00favah\u00e1ch som si uvedomil, \u017ee nie som jedin\u00fd, kto za\u017eil podobn\u00e9 sklamanie s touto \u017eenou. \u010eal\u0161\u00ed dvaja kolegovia, ktor\u00ed ju tie\u017e obdivovali a pom\u00e1hali jej, sa teraz k nej spr\u00e1vaj\u00fa e\u0161te hor\u0161ie. Ale je to naozaj jej chyba? Alebo ide o nedorozumenie, nepochopenie jej reality?<\/p>\n
\u010co keby nebola tak\u00e1 kr\u00e1sna? O\u010dak\u00e1vali by sme od nej rovnak\u00fa n\u00e1klonnos\u0165 a t\u00fa\u017eili po jej pozornosti? Pravdepodobne nie. A ak by sme sa do nej nezamilovali, neza\u017eili by sme sklamanie, a t\u00fdm p\u00e1dom ani hnev. V tomto svetle sa mi zd\u00e1, \u017ee pr\u00e1ve ona je obe\u0165ou. Je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee \u017eije v realite, kde ka\u017ed\u00fd, kto do jej \u017eivota vst\u00fapi, ju najprv zahrnie l\u00e1skou a potom ju kruto odvrhne. Ak\u00e9 mus\u00ed by\u0165 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 \u017ei\u0165 v takomto svete!<\/p>\n
Je to obrovsk\u00fd emocion\u00e1lny n\u00e1por, ktor\u00fd by mnoh\u00fdch z n\u00e1s zlomil. Preto sklad\u00e1m klob\u00fak pred v\u0161etk\u00fdmi, ktor\u00ed v takejto situ\u00e1cii dok\u00e1\u017eu pokra\u010dova\u0165 \u010falej. V tejto chv\u00edli, ke\u010f sa na v\u0161etko pozer\u00e1m z jej perspekt\u00edvy, c\u00edtim obrovsk\u00fd sm\u00fatok. Mo\u017eno ignorovala moje city, nedodr\u017eala s\u013euby, vyu\u017eila moju ochotu \u2013 ale \u010do ak je to len jej sp\u00f4sob pre\u017eitia v realite, do ktorej je vrhnut\u00e1?<\/p>\n
Je mi \u013e\u00fato, ako som reagoval. Je mi \u013e\u00fato, \u017ee som sa nechal vies\u0165 hnevom, a \u017ee som neprihliadol na to, \u010do ona mus\u00ed vo svojom \u017eivote zn\u00e1\u0161a\u0165. Kr\u00e1sa, ktor\u00fa v\u0161etci obdivujeme je, pod\u013ea m\u0148a ve\u013ek\u00fdm bremenom. Poviem u\u017e len jedno, odo dnes sa jej pok\u00fasim spr\u00edjemni\u0165 \u017eivot znovu, ale bez o\u010dak\u00e1van\u00ed, nech aspo\u0148 nie\u010do v tomto svete je pre \u0148u trvalo dobr\u00e9.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kr\u00e1sa je nie\u010do, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017ei ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s. Je to ide\u00e1l, ktor\u00fd spolo\u010dnos\u0165 \u010dasto stavia na piedest\u00e1l, a mnoh\u00ed veria, \u017ee by\u0165 kr\u00e1sny znamen\u00e1 ma\u0165 \u017eivot pln\u00fd v\u00fdhod. Kr\u00e1sne \u017eeny, obzvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165, s\u00fa \u010dasto vn\u00edman\u00e9 ako tie, ktor\u00e9 maj\u00fa „\u0161\u0165astie“ \u2013 maj\u00fa pozornos\u0165, obdiv a \u013eahk\u00fd pr\u00edstup k veciam, o ktor\u00fdch in\u00ed len sn\u00edvaj\u00fa. Ale […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":129,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[73,92,93,76],"class_list":["post-143","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uvahy","tag-krasa","tag-perceptionsvreality-sk","tag-sadness-sk","tag-vnutorne-bremeno"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=143"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":145,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143\/revisions\/145"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/129"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=143"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=143"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sleboda.art\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=143"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}